Tennis Day 4 Musings

When you see a ball thrown in your direction with high velocity
The immediate instinct is to run towards and bat
The shot doesn’t hit right
You lose energy
And sometimes get hurt

Let the ball come to you, move back
Stay relaxed
Observe the ball
Stop
And hit

Don’t hit the ball while you are running

Anything but understood

When your ask is anything
But understood


And then they complaint
That you don’t respond


Despite the multiple asks
Either way,


You become the person
Who is perennially at odds

Let it

The more you try the hold
The more it slips

Let it go
Let it go

Nothing is yours
Nothing ever will be

Don’t believe then
If they say so

Let it go
Let it go

Milestones

A year that set you on a new journey

New often came with much stimulation

Many shocking surprises

Pushing boundaries

Pushing you

And you’ll soon find yourself

On the other side

And admire your new capabilities

Around

She was being carried away by the tides
No matter how much control she tried to exercise

The flux was more
Than she could resist

Neither today
Nor in this lifetime

No, you don’t leave
All those years behind

You only leap into
A new life

That would take
Most of your time

And you will still
Have your bunch

And all their affection
Whenever you look around

To be

Away from the perceptions
Of the world around us

And it’s opinions
Of how things should be

Of What’s beautiful
What isn’t

How it should be
And it shouldn’t

She reminds herself
Of what she had learnt

To be herself.

Ahead

She was moving towards tomorrow
And moving away from today

Journeys that came
With a crazy mix of feelings

To look forward
To the little known

While being carried away
From the very known

To move ahead
Because you’ve been waiting to

Or so

Minimalism

To be a minimalist
And to remain one

She realised, were
Two different things

When accumulation
Is encouraged

Consumerism
Highly marketed

Needed to
take a step back

And stay focused
On the basics

Change

Sometimes it seems tough
Not because it is
But because it’s new

Change, she had known
Was not easy
Change, the only constant

Always catches her
Unprepared and launches her
Into a different sphere

Change, that awaits her
While she still lives
One day, one moment, at a time

Marred

She believed in miracles
He believed in nothing

What it was to be loved
He appeared to know not

He carried within
Impressions of discontent

And baggage of the past
Left by a world unkind